5/6/7

First off, want to start this off with a TBS video, a really shitty video, of a decent song…

now that thats over with i want to talk about something which has pissed me off….

I dated a girl for about a year, it got pretty serious, and then she went psycho on me and that was the end of that. I dealed with the relationship pretty shittily, even though in my defense so did she because she was extremely wishy washy, deceitful, and just generally shitty. Anyways…
I havent spoken person to person with this girl in many months. Yes, I admit there were several drunk dials and texts etc (bad jack daniels, bad mike!) but basically since i left Korea i havent one a single thing, and even before that hadnt talked to her since Dec.
This week was the anniversary of her mom’s passing away, and rather than send her flowers I felt it would be appropriate to just write a nice letter and send it off to her(which i did on facebook). I just expressed my condolences and wished her well, as well as told her about the bone marrow because I thought it would make her feel better. This is the whole me trying to do something nice for someone I love because they used to be really important in my life, even though now I dont even know them.
What happened after i sent it? The bitch BLOCKED me. What the F? SHe fucking blocked me. I cant even see her profile to begin with, and she blocked me. Thats fucking cold blooded.
I was feeling pretty heated, but then realized that hey, maybe I was wrong and maybe I did something or wrote someting that as inappropriate. So what I did was I asked two of my best friends, Jenna and Jeff, what was up. I let them both read the letters and suprisingly they had conflicting viewpoints.

Jenna (Who loved my ex, and always talked about how pretty and sweet she was) read the letter and was suprised at what hapened. She said she cried just reading it, and that my ex was a psycho bitch, and a really bad person, and mean. She was really suprised at what happened.
Jeff ( Who dislikes my ex, and practically told me every week we dated that I should dump her) criticized me. He said it was fucked up of me to try and get back in her life ( even though it was just a letter, and im about 50000000 miles away) and that I was wrong no matter what.

This is very interesting, becuase the one who likes her thinks shes worthless, and the one who hates her is defending her. How intriguing. Nevertheless I learned something. Sometimes it is just better to let things go. Its possible that wonderful people can ruin themselves, and its possible that a person who was once incredibly amazing can become a total piece of trash. Just because I once wanted to marry a girl doesnt mean she cant be a soulless bitch, it just so happened i didnt see that side of her until after she decided to go succubus on me.

Oh well, life moves on. Im just suprised how cruel people can be at times ( not to say I’m not).

The downside of all this is that I got really bummed out. It was because I was hurt that I tried to do something nice for someoen and it blew up in my face. It sucks to know someone has so much hate for you, when you really arent a bad person, yet likes so many people that are blatant douchebags. As a result of my bummedness, I cancelled my date with a really cute bartender I met in Daegu. I guess overall its okay because girls from bars can be poison.

More to follow, but it wont actually follow, it will be on top.